I recently read of your loss, and wanted to express my deepest sympathy. In John 11:11-14 Jesus compared the death of Lazarus to sleep. Lazarus was at rest in death, as though in a deep sleep without dreams. We can look forward to the day when Jehovah God will resurrect our loved ones as promised in Acts 24:15 "And I have hope toward God, which hope these men also look forward to, that there is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous." May the memories of your loved one comfort you, and for more comforting information you may refer to jw.org.